It’s hard to experience nephew’s death

Last night when I get up middle of the night to get some water, when I arrived in the kitchen my bhabhi was already there, also drinking some water, she looked in my eyes surprisingly and asked “what happened?” I said in a serious sound “something meant to happen, bhabhi?” she said “I mean, why your eyes are ruby red?” I couldn’t speak a word just burst into tears and she hugged me and I cried like a child until fajr azaan.