We fought, we laughed We walked away, we came back We listened, we yelled We walked, we crawled We got lost, we followed We screamed, we cried We burned, we froze We tried, we tortured Accepted then rejected Defeated and cheated Misplaced and chased Hated and debated Manipulated and divided Shaken and destroyed Mistaken and clarified We were stronger for longer We were shattered, but recovered We improved and moved together We were alone, but we found each other Together we were stronger.
If you love me, Let it be seen For the love’s sake, You have in your heart. I love you more when you smile Because sometimes that all What I need in my life Let me speak to you gently So I never hurt you again Seeing you hurt kills me slowly Fall for me once I won’t stand up again Against your will Let me give you All you need, all you want And all you’ve dreamed of Look at me the way You can’t stare at anyone Own my every single inch Like I was sent; just for you Keep one thing in mind I won’t ask for anything in return Except your honesty and trust Let me tease you The way nobody can Because I own that right! Right? Oh sweet love How will I survive without you Where would I’ve been, If you were not here? Speak to me gently Coz’ my heart is broken My soul is shattered My body wants material My mind wants peace My heart needs you back My soul has a claim; “Our souls met heaven!” So were are basically soulmates There is a trick that Can give you hope Makes you happy It’s called Don’t let anybody make you think Decide for yourself, And make it happen Don’t even let; Your mind control you Control it. There is no route without hurdles There is no destiny without sacrifice Can’t we sacrifice our ego? Can’t we make them prove wrong Those who saw us getting away Those who were rivals of our bond Let’s just kick there assess And lit a fire inside their holes. There is nothing wrong To be alone for a while But you should know something This distance between us Is already killing me every second I can’t even explain, how! Please don’t snatch away Our little chats And few things We are holding right now!
I accept it all I accept my every fault But my quest has taken me through Physical, metaphysical, delusional And back.
I predict all that, That you will be my award Near the end of my long, fruitful life In acknowledgement of the deeds I did Years ago.
I have made the most important Discovery of my life [You] It is the mysterious equations Of love! Any logical reason can be found. But I am only here today Just because of you. You are the reason I am. You are all my reasons.
She left me because I was not adequate, our values transformed, I was not responsible enough, I never tried to understand her, our mistakes never justified each other’s errors, I always neglected the signs she passed via simple gestures.
I was miserable for quite a long time afterward. That was to be expected. But I also held her responsible for my misery. Which, take it from me, didn’t get me very far. It just made the misery worse.
I was unable to control her. No matter how many times I called her, or screamed at her, shouted at her, or begged her to take me back, or did other creepy and irrational typical-boyfriend things, I could never control her emotions or her actions. At last, while she was to blame for how I felt, she was never responsible for how I felt. I WAS.
Eventually, after enough tears, my deduction began to shift and I began to understand that although she had done something awful to me and she could be blamed for that, but it is now my own obligation to make myself happy again. She is never going to pop up and fix things for me. I need to and have to fix them for myself.
I see myself in the shadows of a leaf Falling into the perfect gardens Compressed to the green blades Growing pointy and sharp broken mirror.
I never passed the withered assumptions Spreading wrong words wasn’t my thing My face never dialogued with raindrops, But now I’m digging my own grave in rain
The perfect posture of my lips, Seriousness of my eyes Leaves of the your garden hiding me But you are there watching stonicly Mute and unassuming, As if you don’t know me, As if you are Nayab with Iqtedar.
I’m naked out there, under the sky Walking through the frozen hell It caused such pain, Now i can’t even stand tall I’m gathering myself, And looking for the pieces i lost to you
This excites me more than you do now I’m close to remind myself, all this happened, how!